What he believed was that humans are not supposed to have one partner forever and that trying to fit into that archaic model is what causes a lot of problems in the world today. His reasoning was that lifetime marriage was invented at a time when (a) people died at a much younger age and (b) life was physically a lot harder so it literally took a family (the larger the better) to take care of the necessities. He also believed in playing the field - a lot - because he said you can't know what you want in a partnership until you try lots of models.
I'm not going to get into the rightness or wrongness of his thinking because it doesn't matter. That's what he believed and that's how he lived and though I sensed he wasn't as happy as he let on I have to admit he sure seemed to have a lot more fun than me.
Anyway, fast forward to the present. I ran into him about a week ago and it was nice to catch up a little. He asked me about my search for "Mr. Right," and I told him where I'm at with that, and then I asked if he's still out "dazzling women with his charm and prowess." Yeah he said that once so I had to throw it back at him :)
Well he grins at me sheepishly as he tells me he has a sweet woman and he's very much in love and plans to stay with her forever. Forever? Who is this man?!!! Yup, apparently monogamy is alive and well in the world of this former playboy and words like commitment and forever are now a part of his everyday vocabulary and a staple in his life.
At first glance you might think he found his soul mate and she totally changed his outlook. And that could be. But I suspect it's the other way around. I think something in him changed until he was finally open to someone he could be with for the duration.
But I also think that in another 5 years he may be calling me to tell me he's on the market again. Oh I hope not but one thing I've realized is that no matter what we want to believe circumstances change, beliefs shift, and people come in and out of our lives.
Which is why I don't believe in "forever" anymore. Yes, I believe in long term, commitment, monogamy, and perhaps even marriage in some circumstances. But I know also know that I need to hold my beloved with an open hand and appreciate the time we have forever because - well because it may not be forever.