Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Where am I?

This morning I woke up with weirdest sensation I was somewhere else.  I was awake but hadn't opened my eyes yet, and everything felt different.  I mean I knew I was in my bed, but the atmosphere, smells, sounds and even the feel of the covers on my body were all different.  Like I was in my bed, but my bed was somewhere else.

It was a strange sensation, but familiar and delightful too and I could have stayed there a long time.  Then I opened my eyes and was actually startled to find myself in my bedroom.  I mean my bedroom of "now" rather than that wonderful place I'd just been in.

This has been happening a lot lately.  I've been sitting at the computer and kind of zone for a moment to find the room change and I feel as though I'm sitting where my computer was, rather than where it is now.  Once I even got up and walked into the wall, thinking a doorway was there.

All around me reality appears to be shifting and I find myself morphing back and forth between different levels of awareness. It's quite fascinating.  And no, I'm not crazy.

And not terribly worried either.  I'm just enjoying all the perceptions and experiences life is offering me, and know that what I experienced this morning is a taste of what's coming into my life very soon.  Because this morning I didn't wake up in my apartment, or any apartment for that matter.  I woke up in my RV, somewhere out in the woods with birds chirping and squirrels scampering around and water running in the distance.  Very cool preview of things to come :-)

3 comments:

  1. You are whats described of as, "on your way"! Hurrah! CheLe

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  2. Great imagery! One day you'll be dreaming about an apartment, while waking up in your RV. :)

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