Feeling better

After the raging emotions of the last few days I wanted to let everyone know I'm feeling better.

I'm not sure it it's because I'm being way more strict with what I eat, that I doubled my daily dose of Vitamin D-3, the amazing support I received from friends, that some planet moved in the heavens, or that the mood just passed.

But today I feel hopeful again, and the dreams I'd all but given up look sunny and bright on my horizon.

Which brings me to an important point:

I refuse to continue on this crazy roller coaster!

Yes, I understand everyone has ups and downs.  That I can deal with.  But mine are seriously inhibiting my ability to function in certain areas of my life.  They've also damaged friendships, as I've whined a bit too much to some people and been less than charitable others when at my lowest.

This is unacceptable to me, and while I'm feeling good, I'm going full swing into "problem solver" mode.

I've already pulled out all my own tricks, and tomorrow I'm going to a doctor who specializes in hormonal and emotional imbalances to make sure that there isn't some physical reason for all this.  I know I've mentioned menopause before... could be part of it.  But whatever it is, I'm getting to the bottom of it so I can start living again instead of being trapped in this never ending circle!

Happy Sunday everyone, I'm off to enjoy the sunshine :^)