I have a great capacity to love. I love everyone and everything – yes even my ex’s, terrorists, criminals, politicians, members of the medical establishment and those who would do me harm. I love so passionately it sometimes scares people, especially men who confuse this with me having romantic leanings toward them. Except in rare cases I don’t. I just love you all universally, completely and unconditionally – even though you drive me bonkers sometimes :-)
As this feeling of complete love envelopes me I feel my body relax and become aware of buzzing sensations in different places. My hands and arms are first – they’re usually first. Probably because I’ve done energy work for so long. My throat is next and I feel the urge to sing. Not words so much as tones. I begin humming softly as I exhale, allowing a song to spring forth from the depths of my soul, releasing tension and stress from my body. As I relax more into the love I go into a state of semi-sleep. Not quite dosing off but no longer completely awake either. I become less aware of the outer world and more of my inner world. My perception shifts and I find myself in a world of pure bliss. It amazes me I still have the awareness to type these words, as my eyes are closed, my body sways slightly, and my fingers move of their own accord.
The words “open, receive” come to mind and I allow myself to relax more, opening every cell of my being to receive whatever it is I am receiving. The words keep flowing but thoughts really aren’t part of this experience. Its like I have temporarily suspended thought to just BE.
Love really is the answer to everything I seek. This experience I’m having is the purest form of love I am capable of in this moment, and I want to stay here forever. Such peace.
But stay here I cannot as the ordinary world calls me back. There is work to be done in 3-D time and space and I find my thoughts forming once again and I turn my attention back toward the work at hand.
But I know this wonderful place is available to me whenever I choose – simply a moment away.